note . if i randomly disappear & block, im prob just taking a break !!

BYF  respect my boundaries even if you find them stupid.dabi is a big trigger, if u wanna bmf dont mention him & dont put him as ur layout.explanation in the next page.my opinion changes quickly. dont question it.JUST SO YK  i have bpd & might ghost you outta nowhere if i get overwhelmed.communication is very hard for me bc i split and dont know what im actually feeling at the moment.rlly bad with keeping friends.

DNI !!  kin / yume doubles ( that includes overhaul & atsuhiro fans. ), touya fans, cis men, basic dni, zionists, helluva + hazbin fans. shedtwt & proshippersmha fans ( mainly ones who dont respect boundaries and are annoying ).. endeavour dick riders, anyone who is close / follows a double !! trump supportersboundaries  dont talk abt war around me, dont make sexual jokes towards me unless ur a close friend.dont talk about drugs or alcohol unless fiction. do not text me while ur high / drunk.

why !?  the reason i am deeply attached to touya is because i struggle with identity diffusion — it’s not just that i like him,, but that i strongly see myself as him. because of this,, i have a hard time interacting with others who kin or are fans of him.seeing other ppl talk abt or relate to him can make me rlly uncomfortable.bc i struggle alot with not knowing who i am, this gives me a clearer sense of self.

what is an irl kin ?  an IRLkin
( or " in real life kin " )
is someone who identifies so strongly with a fictional char
to the point where they genuinely see themselves as that character — not just as a fan, but on a personal,, identity based level.for some people,, this identity is so central to how they understand themselves that it becomes a core part of their day to day life. it's not roleplay, and it’s not for fun it's a real and serious identity experience, and its a struggle.and please understand that this isn’t a joke, or a trend. it’s a srs part of how i navigate the world and understand myself. respecting this boundary is very important.

important . i actually see myself as touya ! i AM him ! pls respect that,,

fandomsMHA, eltingville club, deadplate, beastars, tshd, haikyuu, dn, kny, evangelionany racheldrawsthis game, SK8, flapjack, crkmlb, mlp, SU, bsd, tbhk, csm, saiki k, mouthwash, squid game, MP100, alnst, DMCB click on the images to go back

F/O’s ... ♡
atsuhiro sako ( nonsharing )
kai chisaki ( nonsharing )
hari kurono ( selective )
kinger ( selective )
shuichi iguchi ( selective )
keigo takami ( selective )
maddy perez ( selective )

artists  MSI, limp bizkit, black sabbath, lady gaga, mitski, tyler the creator, icpthat handsome devil, alex g, beabadoobee, dazey and the scouts, the cardigans, mars argo, the marias...

kinlist  touya¹ . MHA ( irlkin ), pearl²﹒SU, yoshiki³ . tshd, kokushibou⁴ . kny, mello⁵ . dn, melon⁶ . beastars, kuroo⁷ & oikawa⁸ . haikyuu, wallace⁹, spvtw, ritsu¹⁰ . mp100, shadow milk¹¹ . crk, azula¹² . avatar, vincent¹³ . deadplate, jax¹⁴﹒TADC, nikolai¹⁶ . bsd, mitsuba¹⁷ . tbhk, kusuke¹⁸ . saiki kaki¹⁹ . csm, till²⁰ . alnst, lee²¹ . bones and all, space bf²² . omori, sanemi²³ . kny, twizzly gummy²⁴ . crk, hop²⁵ & flareny²⁶ & clover²⁷ . pokémon, reki²⁸﹒sk8, rodrick²⁹﹒DOAWK, itachi³⁰ & obito³¹﹒naruto, eternal sugar³²﹒CRK, merida³³ . brave, monoma³⁴ & giulio³⁵﹒MHA﹒akira³⁶, DMCB﹒ji yeong³⁷ & thanos³⁸, squid game, spinel﹒SU³⁹, elliot﹒euphoria⁴⁰

jasper, i want you to know ill always love you,, no matter what, whether we don’t talk for days or we’re far apart, ill always care. i love when you tell me things or ask me to choose stuff for you, it makes me feel loved and appreciated. you’re my only and bestest friend,, and nothing’s ever going to change that, no one's getting in the way.i love seeing you happy,, and your smile ?? its gorgeous. pls don’t ever stop being that happy. i love when we call and talk,, even if im not the best at it or go quiet at times, u staying w me means everything. you are my everything. like literally, you’re my whole world.﹙🃏🥩﹚you’re the best friend i could ever ask for. if i had to choose one person to be with for the rest of my life,, it’d be you. always and forever.